最近注意到胡夏，是因為他和林子祥合唱了《那些年》。
《那些年》爆紅的2011年，有幾個沒聽過胡夏唱的這首歌？
當時覺得歌曲很美，歌手的歌聲也很好，但是沒有太大的辨識度。
所以2011年當時，我只知道胡夏這個名字，連長什麼樣子都沒去搜過。
在YT看了《我們的歌》裡他和林子祥合唱了《數字人生》和《真的漢子》，聽得超過癮的！
非常佩服胡夏的挑戰精神。
《數字人生》很難唱，不只音域廣闊、節奏快、還是他不熟悉的粵語。
我記得當初楊千樺出場和他對唱後，有個嘉賓就因為覺得自己粵語不行而沒敢去挑戰。
但胡夏唱得很好，聽消音版後會發現他的聲音沒有被林子祥壓下去。
即使一些發音不怎麼標準，卻也不影響整體表現。
（雖然很多時候Lam大神都臉不紅氣不喘地接過了高音的部分，也填補了胡夏暫時喘氣的部分，可小孩才30歲啊！不能和70多歲的樂壇大神相比啦。）
然後，我就被粉圈了。XD
我翻遍了他的演出，最喜歡的是他在《追光吧，哥哥》演唱的《如果你愛我》。
很溫柔細膩，他唱每一首歌感覺都那麼真誠。
還有一首是他在《超級星光》裡唱的《家後》。
如今的胡夏唱功已經翻了好幾十倍。
聽過他的快歌和抒情歌，抒情歌不用說肯定好聽，但驚喜的是快歌也很好聽！
他的快歌，沒有嘶吼和過嗨的感覺，反正很合我胃口。
胡夏的嗓子是得天獨厚的。
他的現場非常穩定，高音聽起來很舒服，而且歌聲有安穩人心的效果。
很多人憤憤不平，那麼好的歌手為什麼就在《那些年》後就一直不火，連他自己也說自己不溫不火。
其實他唱過很多OST，比如《知否知否》就是很紅的一首歌。
火不火，其實有很多因素。
他是個不怎麼營業搞嚼頭的歌手，和他形像也不符合。
胡夏長得很乖，乾乾淨淨的樣子。
雖然不是一眼就覺得帥的類型，但是很順眼。
我覺得他的團隊真的應該多花一點心思在胡夏的造型上。
他的可塑性是很高的！
可是目前為止都很不穩定，有時候覺得特別傻，有時候覺得挺帥，是想怎樣。XD
我不看綜藝節目，即使唱歌選秀類節目也是等節目結束後我才去聽。
這是第一次我那麼期待《我們的歌》下一期的節目，很想看胡夏會給大家帶來怎樣的驚喜。
感謝林子祥的提拔，胡夏一次又一次漂亮地完成了他的任務，我相信他會越來越好。
認真的小孩，會有應得的回報。
加油，胡夏！
一向不看abo的我，竟然好喜欢张佩奇的《春日契约》！
作者的文笔很合我胃口，我觉得感情部分写得挺细腻的，很让我心动。
这是我继她的《你是什么垃圾》后看的第二部作品，两部都很棒！
不知道耽美圈里有没有统一的abo设定，反正这是我第一次看abo题材的，就跟着作者自己的设定好了。
Alpha和omega是少数的性别，beta则是普通群体，没有信息素也闻不到信息素。
Alpha是三个性别中最优秀的，可以标记很多omega。
而Omega一辈子只能有一个Alpha，是被保护的弱势群体。
Omega在发情期的时候必须靠Alpha给予安抚，或者打抑制素。
Alpha和Omega的结合是本能，也是被信息素支配的。
（Omega也可以做昂贵的腺体摘除手术以断绝这种支配。就像受的母亲，身为被Alpha抛弃的Omega单亲妈妈，她就忍痛去做了这个手术）
陆琛是Alpha中的优质生，高冷全能。
但是他天生腺体有缺陷，他不会对任何信息素有反应，因此也被认为性冷感。
陆琛不肯随意接受任何Alpha或Omega，因为他非常抗拒被本能和信息素支配。
卓逸然是Beta中的Alpha，即是普通的Beta里的优质生，甚至可以媲美一些Alpha。
性格爽朗豁达，对Alpha和Omega没有太多了解。
卓逸然为了赢取限量版球鞋而参加了跨越性别恋爱的《契约恋人》游戏，
而陆琛则是被好友坑进了游戏。
卓逸然和陆琛就这样被系统凑成了一对。
陆琛一开始是拒绝的，但是受到“上头”学姐的压迫，不得不硬着头皮参加游戏。
为了赢得票数，卓逸然很努力经营和陆琛假扮情侣。
而在过程中，陆琛渐渐喜欢上了卓逸然（但还是一副高冷样～）。
卓逸然在发现到自己对陆琛的感情的同时，竟然因为彼此信息素匹配度超高而导致自己分化成了Omega!
但是勇敢的卓逸然并没有因此感到羞愧，反而勇敢去面对自己的新身份和对抗对他不轨的Alpha。
在卓逸然分化的同时，陆琛也经历了很大的改变，变得越来越像占有欲很强的Alpha。
他在一旁守护着心爱的人，在卓逸然脆弱无助的时候给他信心和安全感。
他也强制压抑着自己对着卓逸然的欲望，因为他觉得爱远胜于本能和欲望，他可以为了卓逸然忍耐。
我觉得整篇文没有什么多余的情节，就算是我不太喜欢看的篮球情节，我也一一看完，觉得写得很不错。
全文卓逸然只说了一次“我喜欢你”，陆琛也只说了一次“我爱你”，可是在他们日常的相处，却能感觉出彼此的羁绊和对对方的爱意。
真的是好文！
張佩奇的《你是什麼垃圾》真的出乎我預料的好看！
兩個主角沒有很悲慘的背景。高冷學霸江行舟的父母是老師；學渣原沅因為母親的關係被人惡意冠上“狐狸精”的惡名，但也只是前面一開始的小插曲而已。其實他母親後來扶正，同父異母的姐姐和他關係也很好。
兩人都是大學生，原沅是表演藝術生，江行舟是另一個系的學長。
因為一些因素讓玩世不恭的原沅對江行舟死纏爛打，要他非當自己的導生不可。
故事題材在校園耽美里算是比較別出心裁的，因為原沅一開始就被罰在垃圾分類站站崗一個月。
然後他和江行舟為了參加微電影大賽拍了關於垃圾回收工作人員的一天。
很喜歡這部文的幾點：
1.
原沅一開始是抱著玩的心態接近江行舟。但是越接觸越喜歡對方，然後再多次發現自己的不足和與對方的距離。於是他變得越來越慫，也不敢再追求對方。因為是認真的，所以反而不敢隨便接近。
2.
看是冷酷的江行舟，其實他一而再再二三地給機會原沅追求自己。但是他沒有想到原沅在真心喜歡上自己後反而卻步了。他不留痕蹟地寵著原沅，也從來沒有想要掩飾彼此的關係。
讓我很心動的一個場景是，原沅忍不住去告白了江行舟。他調侃自己說，江行舟的抗體太強，所以花了很長時間才把他拿下。江行舟說：“你傻不傻？這麼久都沒看出來，我對你從來就沒有抗體。”
3.
H的場面描繪得很有誠意(笑～)很多校園耽美不就是輕輕帶過嘛～可能是晉江不讓寫。但是作者寫得不俗氣也不很色情，感覺就是很有愛。反正我就很合我胃口。
4.
這還讓我增加了一些關於垃圾分類的知識。(笑～)
比如說單是一杯珍珠奶茶就可以分成三種不同的分類。
還有一些關於攝影和電影製作的小知識。
很多校園耽美都會加插籃球比賽的劇情，每次到這裡我就會跳過或快轉，因為真的沒興趣咩。但是關於垃圾回收，還是會引起我一些興趣。XD
。。。。。
很多的小場景和對白都滿好看的。雖然劇情沒有很緊湊或高潮迭起，但是單是看兩個人之間的感情變化還是很豐富的。不過對兩個男主身邊的人物反觀就沒有那麼深刻的印象。
總而言之，看得沒有負擔，很開心。
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| Azusa: I couldn't hold it. I feel like want to cry when he treats me so gently. |
The chapter started with Atsumu and Kuze looking for Azusa and Karino.
恭喜 《刻在我心底的名字》繼金馬獎後，在第32屆金曲獎榮獲年度金曲!
馬上再重溫這首歌，依然感動。
九個月前磕的驊森CP感已經雲消霧散，電影帶來的感動也快忘得七七八八，
但是這首歌帶來的溫暖依舊。
撇去電影的影響，如今再聽別有一番滋味。
瞿導說當初找了幾個歌手來唱，卻沒有一個成，估計是因為電影題材和演出費的關係。
輾轉又回到和他合作過很多次的廣仲手裡。
我想當初拒絕這首歌的歌手多少有些遺憾吧。
但每個歌手和其公司都有自己的考量，也不能怪任何人。
廣仲和歌曲很有緣分。
他和瞿導的合作關係、添翼給他很多的自由去做他想做的、他沒有偶像包袱、他的歌聲很溫柔很適合這首歌......
有時候一首好的詞曲，也需要運氣和緣分。
不是說由誰唱都會讓歌曲大紅大紫。
我很高興最後是廣仲唱了這首歌。
就如他得獎感言，我們應該更加地溫柔對待這個世界。
網絡上的語言暴力十分可怕，也許因為大家都躲在人群後，所以有些人可以放肆地去發洩自己的情緒、不顧及他人感受肆意傷害別人。
我也曾經因為這樣而關閉了留言功能。
但是切斷了與外界的交流，讓我有些無所適從。
所以我覺得今天再開啟留言功能。
歡迎大家來留言交流，同時也希望我們能夠更加溫柔地對待每一個人。
Here are my favourite scenes!!
The sex on the rooftop scenes are really good, but I couldn't upload them here.
If this has awaken your curiosity, I can tell you it is definitely worth getting a copy of Chapter 37! :-)
Like the previous chapter, there is no violence and brutal scenes, only friendship, love, gratitude and forgiveness.
Million thanks to Penpen!
Just got my Kindle digital version of Caste Heaven today.
This is definitely my favourite chapter.
Still 3 chapters left, I hope I can have more Azusa and Karino!
These are the best scenes (for me) from chapter 36.
For those who want to (and afford to) support Ogawa sensei, you may go to amazon.co.jp to purchase a copy.
Caste Heaven is released monthly on Be X Boy Magazine.
Hope you enjoy the beautiful scenes as much as I do!
Thanks Penpen for the summary!
-Extra –
From the perspective of Kyoko
(Background story of Caste Game):
From Class 1 -1 to Class 2 - 1
Azusa-King →Target
Karino-Wannabe →King
Kyoko-Pleaser →Floater
Kanako-Queen →Goth
Before the cultural festival, Kanako asked Kyoko why did she choose to be a
Floater, because Pleaser ranked higher than Floater.
Kyoto replied, if the nails are too long, she won’t be able to hold
anything in her hand.
(Back to the time during 1st Grade)
Kyoto was a high-ranked Pleaser.
She polished her nails, wore high heels, put on lip sticks and highlighted
her hair.
She unbuttoned her shirt, pulled her skirt up and had handsome boyfriends.
These are all status symbols as a high-ranked Pleaser.
Although she wasn’t reluctant to do so, but she wasn’t very interested in
it.
She felt bored looking at those girls, looking at how Azusa teased Karino
and how Karino flattered Azusa every day. She just wanted to leave this boring
place.
Azusa told Kyoko, although she always thinks that everything is boring, but
she was the most boring one.
Although Kyoko acted indifferently but Azusa’s comment hit her.
She indeed has been looking for something which can make her life
meaningful all the time.
Kyoko passed by a classroom and heard somebody was playing drums.
She saw a girl was playing drums and she found her super cool.
(Please refer to chapter 27. She was the one from Class 3-1 who asked
Atsumu and Yukari to take picture at the cultural festival.)11
Kyoko wanted to play drum too, but Karino teased her that she wasn’t going
to make it because she won’t give up her long nails and mini skirt.
Kyoko was so angry that she rushed to the girl and asked her to teach her
how to play drums.
(During the school trip)
Kanako asked Kyoko what was her wish at the Yasaka Temple.
Kyoko said she wished that their band would make a great and successful
performance during the cultural festival.
Kanako was surprised that Kyoko played in the band and asked her what did
she do in the band.
Kyoko told her she was the drummer but she was still a rookie.
Yumi who heard this teased Kyoko that she would only embarrass herself on
the stage.
Kanako found Yumi very rude.
Kyoko just smiled and said she simply wanted to do so and
invited Yumi to come to watch her performance.
The next day, Kyoko woke up early.
Although she seemed didn‘t to mind what Yumi said, but
still she didn’t feel good.
And then, she saw Karino and Azusa.
Karino and Azusa came back from the villa and climbed through
the window.
Karino was so cheeky to ask Azusa to let him step on his
back in order to climb through the window.
Azusa complaint that Karino was too heavy and he hurt his
back.
He should be the one who step on Karino’s back and climb through
the window.
Karino said since he was the one who left the window unlocked,
he had the priority.
Karino preteded to walk away and ignore Azusa (who was still
waiting outside) after he got into the building.
But then he held Azusa’s hand and pulled him in.
Azusa said sarcastically: what a great school trip.
Karino asked him what happened and Azusa said someone kept harassing
him.
(Remember in chapter 23, Azusa asked Karino why Karino
kissed him and Karino replied it was harassment?)
Karino suggested why don’t they do it once again.
At the same time, they heard some noise.
It was Kyoko who hid behind the wall and tried to hold back
her sneeze.
Karino and Azusa went back to their own room.
Kyoko smiled and she knew that something had changed between
both of them.
From now on, she also wanted to chase what she wants and
find her place.
She was going to put her best foot forward.
(During the cultural festival)
Yumi was angry and sad
because she wasn’t able to stop Karino from leaving.
Kyoko came and invited her
to come and watch the band performance.
Yumi vented her angrer on Kyoko. She said
she hated Kyoko because Kyoko could easily let go everything that she worked
hard for before.
She was envious and jealous of Kyoko’s
beautiful appearance and her popularity.
Kyoko wasn’t angry. She told Yumi she
found Yumi great because Yumi put effort to make herself become attractive and Yumi was
brave enough to chase after love.
Before leaving, Kyoko asked Yumi to come
and watch the band performance.
Back to the rehearsal room, Kyoko wanted
Kanako to watch her playing drums.
Kyoko’s monologue:
I don’t care about all that mess anymore.
It’s my life and I am the one who take charge
of it.
There are only 3 chapters left!
Million thanks to amazing Penpen from Weibo who wrote up a summary.
Chapter 36 is full of love, generosity and mutual understanding (Azusa X Karino, Azusa X mum, Tastumi X Azusa X Karino). No brutal violence and ugly speeches.
The chapter begins with the monologue from Taisho.
He heard about his brother’s injury from his parents. He didn’t know that
his brother had been targeted and how he had been treated.
When he saw the way his brother endured all these tortures being afraid of
retaliation for a year, Taisho made up his mind.
He wanted to find out who made his brother suffer.
He had to find the right moment. In this isolated and decayed world, where
no one could feel anything unusual, he is the only person who could destroy it.
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The Caste Game of the Class 2-1 was going to resume next week.
- Azusa asked the game committee if the Target could
also participate in the game.
- The game committee said yes and told him that those
who aren’t participating would be forced to be the Targets.
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Azusa went to the library to look for Tatsumi.
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He wanted to see Karino and asked him to join the game
so that they would fight again.
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Tastumi expressed his gratitude to Azusa for giving
the opportunity to Karino to be himself.
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Otherwise, Karino might have remained an empty shell
for the rest of his life.
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But Tatsumi said it is time for us to realise that we can’t be
anyone else but ourselves.
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We can only accept who we are and live on.
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Azusa and Karino are two worlds apart.
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Tatsumi asked Azusa to leave Karino alone.
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Azusa told Tatsumi that their relationship couldn’t
just end up like this.
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Tastumi smiled when he heard what Azusa said.
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He told Azusa which hospital Karino was in.
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He warned Azusa that even he himself hadn’t been able
to visit Karino, maybe Azusa might not be able to see Karino as well.
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Azusa got the information and vigorously patted on
Tatsumi and said: You did a good job. (LOL)
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Azusa was told by the nurse that he needed an appointment
to visit Karino.
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Azusa couldn’t do anything but just leave.
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When he walked out from the hospital, it started to
snow.
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The snow reminded Azusa of his childhood.
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When Azusa was a child, he was often left alone at
night.
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He was so lonely and sad that he always cry. This made
Azusa’s mother feel troubled.
- One day, Azusa’s mum wasn’t at home during the day. Little Azusa cried on his pillow and kept asking his mum where she had gone.
Finally his mother replied him that she was now at the station and wanted Azusa to pick her up with an umbrella.
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Tightly wrapped in his winter clothes, Azusa was over
the moon when he saw his mum. Mum brought him some meat buns.
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On this snowy night, they went back home hand in hand.
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Mum told Azusa that she failed the interview again.
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Mum said since she had only secondary school education
and no working experience, nobody would hire her.
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Azusa consoled his mum and said that mum is good
enough, that wasn’t her fault.
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Azusa’s mum felt very sad and sorry for Azusa because
she couldn’t provide Azusa a happy life and she had to leave him alone at home.
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Since then, Azusa wanted to be powerful and have
strength.
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After knowing that there is no one for him to rely on,
he wouldn’t let anyone see his tears.
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Karino felt that it was snowing outside and he pulled
the curtain aside.
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He saw a tiny figure curled up out
there.
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He asked Azusa: Oi, are you dead?
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Azusa turned his head and looked at him, Karino said Azusa
has strong vitality like weeds.
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Azusa was so angry and he grabbed Karino by his shirt.
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Karino was moaning in pain and Azusa apologised.
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Karino laughed at Azusa’s foolishness.
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Both of them slipped out from the hospital and went
to buy some supper at a convenience shop.
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Azusa teased Karino and said he thought Karino
would be crying when he was disqualified as King. But Karino seemed to be fine.
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Karino said Azusa was the same and asked him how
the school was now.
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Azusa told him everybody was super messed up
except Yumi, she seemed unexpectedly calm.
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Karino asked him what about Taisho and said that
Taisho was dangerous.
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Azusa felt that Taisho was just a silly guy and wasn’t
dangerous.
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Karino said then that’s fine, but Azusa better
keeps an eye on Taisho because he couldn’t be there now.
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Azusa rushed to the front of Karino and told him
the game will resume next week, he wanted to fight with Karino again.
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Karino said Azusa was really relentless and
refuse to give in.
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Karino walked to a lower position and faced
Azusa.
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He told Azusa that he has quitted the game.
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If Azusa insisted of getting back the King, he
might go on.
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Azusa didn’t understand and asked if this meant
that Karino admitted defeat.
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Karino said no, but his time for the game was
up.
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In a fit of anger , Azusa leapt and pinned down
Karino.
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He accused Karino always acting like he was
different from everyone else, as if he was always a good person. Indeed, he was
born with a golden key and treated the others like a fool.
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Karino replied Azusa that he wasn’t like that,
he just didn’t want to pretend anymore.
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Karino:’ I want to touch you with my true self.’
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Azusa shouted NONONO.
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Karino didn’t understand why Azusa was so
concerned about the caste.
-
Azusa should be happy that he had one opponent less
now.
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Azusa said he wanted to be King because he
wanted to be powerful, even if he had to kick everybody down.
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Karino still didn’t understand and asked Azusa
if he wasn’t tired of arming himself like this.
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Azusa said:‘ If I don’t arm myself, I wouldn’t be
able to face you with my true self. I don’t know any other way to stay connected with you.’
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Azusa cried and his tears dripped on Karino’s face.
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Karino got up and kissed Azusa gently.
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Karino said:’even if you don’t arm yourself, we are
still connected.’
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The nurse was going to find out that Karino slipped out
from the hospital.
- Karino pushed Azusa and asked him to go ahead. He wanted to see what Azusa’s choice is.
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Azusa’s monologue:
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Looking back, those people and society who deny us.
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The inequality since at the beginning, even the
distribution of the cards is unfair.
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Trying to turn the world upside down.
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I‘m not miserable, my life isn’t unfortunate.
- I have been looking for the only thing that affirms this life.
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The next morning before Azusa went to school, mum told
Azusa that if it was too suffering to go to school, it is ok if Azusa quits school.
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Mum said:’ We parents always want their children to do
this and that.
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They put too much expectation on their children unconsciously.
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I just want to see Azusa smiles happily and that
would be enough.
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Because this is my happiness.’
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Smiling to his mum, Azusa said:’ Idiot, I am going
now.’
